Amazing

It's amazing what happens in life. This last week has been very difficult. I had a couple of upsets, a couple of unwanted opinions, and was very discouraged. I didn't answer my phone and mostly stayed home feeling very sorry for myself. I hate when I feel like this, but also feel like I deserve to wallow in self-pity for a while. (Thanks to my friends who put up with me during these times and wait it out.)

Saturday I was starting to feel better. I went to the Relief Society Broadcast and was awed by President Uchdorf's talk. I needed to hear him speak at exactly that time. I now feel there is hope, there is a way to do better, that I will see sunlight again. I need to be reminded, but I am taking what he said to heart. He was speaking to me. I was amazed by how everything applied to me.

Also, Cindy and Karen Sharp, Thanks for the unwanted advice. I don't nessesarily agree, but I've been thinking about it so that's something. Cindy, thank you so much for your strength. Even when I'm angry at you I can feel you holding me up.

Janna, thanks for your unwavering support. I know you are a true, precious friend because you are still with me after all I have put you through. We have rough times ahead but I know we will be okay.

Thanks to all who read this and leave such thoughtful comments. I appreciate and value all of them. They often give me something to think about. I feel such tremendous support, but still don't be scared to call me. I don't write all on my blog :)