This morning I am already emotionally exhausted. I always wake up and feel the baby moving around. Not this morning. I shook my tummy and poked at it and had feelings of dread that I had already done this before!!! I pleaded with Heavenly Father to not take our baby and begged the kid to move. Still I couldn't feel him. So we got the kids ready, took them to school, and Clay and I went to the doctor. We have a standing agreement with Dr M that I can come in anytime if I need to hear a heartbeat.
As soon as the nurse put the doppler on we could hear the heartbeat. I can't even describe the relief! The whole way home I was kicked from within. "I was just sleeping Mommy! Can't a baby get some rest around here?"
So today I have ordered a Doppler to rent (Dr M can't find his) so if this happens again I won't have to panic for two hours. I'm not going to do anything I had planned today. I'm so tired from the stress of this morning. I'm going to sit on my butt and just feel my baby. Although I do wish I had some ice cream.
5 comments:
SO glad everything is okay!!
I am also glad everything is okay. I hope you get your doppler soon
Oh how scary!!! I'm glad everything is okay! I pray for you every day.
I am so happy your baby is okay. That sounds terrifying.
Oh, I am so glad I'm not pregnant! Oh, how I wish I WERE pregnant! :) I can totally see how it's going to be.
Sorry I'm so late commenting on this--I got really behind in my google reader.
Maybe you've already answered this question in a post, but have they scheduled a birth day for you yet?
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